God Wants Me to be a Pedophile! And I Accepted!!God Wants Me to be a Pedophile! And I Accepted!!
God has given me a mission due to my attraction towards chil dren and my skills in masturbation and exhibitionism. I see myself as a gentle, caring man, who simply loves chil dren.
God gave me a wonderful penis and testicles that I am able to share with these chil dren. God specifically wants me to share this gift with young girls – and I feel like it touches a deeply emotional part of me to see the face of an young girl, curiously watching as I expose my penis to her. As I become fully erect, I show her what a real man looks like!
I can imagine smiling warmly at a single girl, or even a group of girls as they watch me masturbate. I can see this moment as a very powerful dynamic for me, especially in those final moments when I know I will soon ejaculate. I speak to them, asking them to watch closely as I know the end is near!
The girls watch as my penis becomes very rigid, and then pulses as my semen erupts from it explosively. God wants me to show these girls what a real man looks like in all his glory. There is a no more beautiful sight to see than my still erect penis, semen dripping down onto my testicles . Enjoying the last spasms of my orgasm, I tell them, “this is what God wants me to show you”!
I feel like it would mean the world for me to do God’s bidding – to have them there watching this whole process and seeing what a man does with his penis – seeing me masturbate and cum for them. This is truly my gift from God!!
Many, many years ago in Hawaii:
I’d been hanging out poolside when I noticed a woman with three young girls. Oldest about 9, others younger including a toddler. I was interested in the 9 year old and wondered when she might be making a run to the changing rooms (bathrooms!)
She had a pretty two piece bathing suit on and I saw her get up and start walking over to the bath house restrooms. I had overheard her mother calling her TJ at the pool.
I got up and went around quickly, so as she got closer to where I was, I called over to her “TJ! Would you like to play with my little boy?”
She was surprised that I knew her name and allowed me to lead her over to the changing huts – the one for men…
I told her to wait a minute and went inside to make sure no one else was in there. I went out and asked her to come in and meet my son.
We went in and I asked her if she could see my son. She was looking around at the benches and around the room and didn’t see him.
“Where is your son” she asked me. I told her that he was probably hiding – and said “let’s go look”. I led her over to one of the stalls in the bathroom – telling her that he was playing hide and seek~!
We entered a stall, and I closed the door. As she turned toward me, I told her “you are such a pretty little girl, but I don’t like that swimsuit. Would you mind taking that off for me please?”
I could tell that she was scared. I told her in a firm voice that I was waiting, and would she like me to help her undress.
She removed the top, and then pulled the bottoms off. She was now standing naked in front of me and I told her that I liked what I saw.
I pulled down my shorts, telling her that I’d remove my clothes too. I could feel the familiar urges in my groin as I reached down and started to massage my now firm penis. I said to her, “This is what a real man looks like! I hope you like what you see…”
As she watched me masturbate, I came quickly and reached out to her, my hand covered with cum. I told her that she was special and that she could get dressed and leave.
I left the changing area and watched as that wonderful little girl came out the door behind me. Still nude. And crying. And probably with my semen still on her shoulder where I had touched her….
This is how I serve God and use the gift of my penis that was given to me!